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knee deep in pussy juice-YES this is dirty

2006-01-23 / 3:43 a.m.
good lord, i have not been so sexually active as i have been for the past few days. y'see it is really true that you don't do "it" as much when you get married. i think it's because the desparation to get laid isn't there: you know you have all access to the pole or hole (whichever applies to you)when you want it. i retract that statement and replace it with that might be true 70% of the time.

since my marriage to vin, we just haven't made the time to fuck like we used to. i also have not spanked my fish like i used to, either. before we got married, i made sure he understood that i identified as queer and it was important to me that he honor that by understanding that i had crushes on women,i would always be admiring a nice ghetto booty and rack,and perhaps would one day want to incorporate an extra set of titties into our relationship. he understands that i want to be with HIM and only him, in marriage, but i'd like some spice, especially before we try to get pregnant in the spring. it looks like it's gonna be happening soon, and i'm so thrilled i could just shit. and no, i'm not into scat play. i poo in the toilet.

friday i played hostess to a sex toy party at my house. i'm gonna be a consultant for a company to make some extra money. the company is really cool: it's woman owned and operated--eliminates the need for the ladies to have to venture to the one crusty porn store we have in town-(which isn't bad but the merchandise is way overpriced, you can't open the packages and see what you're really buying etc) i was really discouraged when at 6pm the night of the party i had three cancellations. i still had three people show up, and it was awesome! they all got the individual attention they wanted, and people bought enough product for me to graduate from hostess to consultant. wahoo! i don't think i'll ever make it a full-time profession, but since i taught sex ed at my previous job, i figured i'd be pretty good at this.

after the party was over, and the girls went home. vin came home with a porno and we did it until i was knee deep in pussy juice. we did it again the next night, and after he went to bed tonight i spanked it some more. btw, the porn: "bella donna's fucking girls" is one of the best pornos i've seen in a long time. these chicks are NASTY. some of the shit they did, i'm not really into: like spitting on genitals, and choking each other. i don't get it, it just seems so degrading. i know my thinking might not make any sense at all seeing that i'm completely OK with spanking, flogging, certain types of humiliation, dirty talk, role playing, anal play, ass ramming, and cunt torture. just don't spit on my stuff, or make me choke it grosses me out.

so setting the phlegm aside, i really enjoyed watching the porn, and i know that would piss a militant feminist off, but i think the world of porn rules. it's a two disc set, and i'm not done watching it yet. another critique i have is that after teaching sex ed for two years, and working in AIDS prevention, i just get slightly uneasy with all the non protection that goes on. i know that sounds silly too. i bounced back from being horny to, "good lord, doesn't she realize that she's gonna get some crazy assed infection from sticking that giant assed dildo from there to there without washing it off?"

so, setting the dirty shit aside-life is pretty damn good. while driving around tonight doing some errands, i got teary eyed thinking about how great it is to NOT want to be so damn hateful and negative. i don't have room for that in my life anymore. it's great to be a freak and be okay with myself. most of my life i've wanted to scrub the different off of me because i wanted SO desparately to fit in with the rest of the world. today, i'm selective about letting my freak flag fly, but i'm definitely NOT ashamed of it, any of it.

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